Deadbeat Summer

I've been on summer for one week now, and of course it hasn't been quite eventful. Besides not being allowed to go to clubs and whatever with my friends because it's against the law and my mom happens to be a law-abiding freak of nature (I mean who does that right?), I just haven't felt the hype of going out this summer. All I really want to do is sit around in my room, read a couple good books - not just my literature ones for the next year of school - get some work done, and go to the beach - maybe a hotel in the country. I was sorta hoping that this year I'd want to go out often and have the opportunity to, but I guess that didn't happen. I'm not necessarily complaining though, except for the fact that it doesn't seem I'll get to wear any of the new clothes I got recently, very soon - with which I am so happy by the way! The most I've done this summer is go out to eat with a couple friends and go to ballet classes, how busy is my schedule right? While not wanting to do anything, I'm kind of tired of having nothing to do, but kind of not. How contradictory - ugh I swear it's these teenage hormones. I didn't sign up for this!! But yeah, I haven't really had a social life throughout this entire schoolyear and was hoping I would now, but that only turned out to be far-fetched wishful thinking. If I didn't have a social life for majority of the year why would I have one for a small portion of it? Anyway, from the photo above you can probably tell I enjoy my good old friend, Lazy, just like that girl, but I guess I'm also having a love-hate relationship. Maybe if I had a pool to wade in like her, I'd embrace Lazy more.

Brooke

P.S. I don't really think my mom's a freak of nature for abiding by the law, I sort of admire it even though it inconveniences me more than anything else.